Dating a firefighter
I got very upset because every Friday and Sunday he goes to the firehouse.
We've been dating for 2 years and we love each other very much. As soon as we get back to his home he tells me he's going to take me home so he can go to the firehouse.
My example might not be good but I think of it like going to work and speaking spanish all day long then coming home and trying to speak english. But you get home you speak spanglish and with an accent. Every time I try to explain something I always accidentally add something that I immediately realize they don't understand then I spend a minute backing up and trying to explain it, finally losing their interest and my patience which results in it being easier to just not tell them nothing at all.
I understand it was there first but I feel like he doesn't give me enough time.We have a different language we speak, especially in EMS.When you get back to regular life, I have a hard time changing languages.Am I just being selfish or is it alright to feel that I deserve a little more time with him? :/ A really close guy friend and I are exploring the idea of dating and taking out friendship to the next level.I just feel like he doesn't want to hangout with me anymore. I've been in love with him since I can remember! He's been a firefighter for a little over a year now and he loves it.